Mar 6, 2010 - Saturday Meditation (Waiting for You to Come Home)
Today's readings come as powerful reminders that Lent is not about what we are doing for God, but what God is doing for us! They describe a God who "delights in clemency" not judgment. A God who cares not about what we have done, only that we are home.
God does not merely forgive us and allow us to come home (that in itself is enough!) God not only runs to meet us and has a feast to celebrate -- but God is actually watching for us, calling to us, actively looking for us, seeking for ways to draw us in and bring us home!
Saturday of the Second Week in Lent
Micah 7:14-15, 18-20
Psalm :1-2, 3-4, 9-10, 11-12
Luke 15:1-3, 11-32 Now the tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to hear him. 2 And the Pharisees and the scribes murmured, saying, "This man receives sinners and eats with them." 3 So he told them this parable: 11 And he said, "There was a man who had two sons; 12 and the younger of them said to his father, `Father, give me the share of property that falls to me.' And he divided his living between them. 13 Not many days later, the younger son gathered all he had and took his journey into a far country, and there he squandered his property in loose living. 14 And when he had spent everything, a great famine arose in that country, and he began to be in want. 15 So he went and joined himself to one of the citizens of that country, who sent him into his fields to feed swine. 16 And he would gladly have fed on the pods that the swine ate; and no one gave him anything. 17 But when he came to himself he said, `How many of my father's hired servants have bread enough and to spare, but I perish here with hunger! 18 I will arise and go to my father, and I will say to him, "Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you; 19 I am no longer worthy to be called your son; treat me as one of your hired servants."' 20 And he arose and came to his father. But while he was yet at a distance, his father saw him and had compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him. 21 And the son said to him, `Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you; I am no longer worthy to be called your son.' 22 But the father said to his servants, `Bring quickly the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet; 23 and bring the fatted calf and kill it, and let us eat and make merry; 24 for this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.' And they began to make merry.
25 "Now his elder son was in the field; and as he came and drew near to the house, he heard music and dancing. 26 And he called one of the servants and asked what this meant. 27 And he said to him, `Your brother has come, and your father has killed the fatted calf, because he has received him safe and sound.' 28 But he was angry and refused to go in. His father came out and entreated him, 29 but he answered his father, `Lo, these many years I have served you, and I never disobeyed your command; yet you never gave me a kid, that I might make merry with my friends. 30 But when this son of yours came, who has devoured your living with harlots, you killed for him the fatted calf!' 31 And he said to him, `Son, you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours. 32 It was fitting to make merry and be glad, for this your brother was dead, and is alive; he was lost, and is found.'
Meditation by Diane Jorgensen
While he was still a long way off, his father caught sight of him, and was filled with compassion. He ran to his son, embraced him and kissed him.
We are about two weeks into our Lenten journey. Today's readings come as powerful reminders that Lent is not about what we are doing for God, but what God is doing for us! They describe a God who "delights in clemency" not judgment. A God who cares not about what we have done, only that we are home. A God who says to us "everything I have is yours."
Today's Gospel is very familiar to us. The Pharisees and scribes are complaining that Jesus welcomes sinners, and actually sits down to eat with them, so Jesus tells them a story about God, about just how much God wants everyone to come home, no matter who they are or what they have done. Even someone who has done the most outrageous thing – one who demands his inheritance from his father before he has died, who then spends it all on momentary pleasures and self gratification, and then has the audacity to try to come home!!
I had an experience the other day that helped me see something else in this reading. We are currently providing foster care for a Pyrenees dog. Chloe is very sweet tempered but extremely fearful from previous neglect. She will fly through open doors to get as much distance between her and just about anything or anyone new and unfamiliar. On day two, at 6 AM, I was not as vigilant as I should have been, and she bolted outside as I was letting our other dogs in. Without her 20 foot lead anchored to the deck, fueled by fear, she was easily able to hurdle the 4 foot fence from snow banks covered in freshly fallen snow, and was quickly gone from sight. Phone calls were made. A drive through the neighborhood gave no sign of her. With the open fields around us I feared she was halfway to Kansas .
An hour later, when there was some daylight, I decided to go out and see if I could pick up the trail from her 6 foot leash in the newly fallen snow. My neighbor, a county sheriff, was putting out trash and I told him what had happened, wondering if he had any experience with this sort of thing. He looked over my shoulder and said “You mean that dog?” pointing about 15 feet behind me. What!?!? There was Chloe, standing between two snow banks across the street from our house. (Had she been hiding in the snow banks the whole time? Somehow knowing this was a safe place, but still too frightened to come closer? Had she heard my voice?) For the next half hour, Chloe circled the small group of neighbors and dogs that had gathered; coming close enough to nudge and sniff, clearly wanting to be part of the play, but taking off before anyone could step on her leash. She never went more than 20 feet away, even though open fields were available to her. And then I went between the houses with Tippy, my dog with whom Chloe had started to bond, and within seconds Chloe was by my side, sitting. Home at last.
I’m sure the younger son came near his father’s house and waited, both wanting and fearing to come closer… Shall I go on? No, he will never take me back. But where else can I go?
We, too, like Chloe, like the younger son, want so much to come home to God, but we are also scared. How close can I get? What will be asked of me? This is close enough. It’s not so bad out here, taking care of myself, I can survive. I can make it on my own. Or, What I did was so awful, I can’t face the punishment that is sure to come, I prefer the company of my shame. Both wanting and fearing the intimacy.
God does not merely forgive us and allow us to come home (that in itself is enough!) God not only runs to meet us and has a feast to celebrate -- but God is actually watching for us, calling to us, actively looking for us, seeking for ways to draw us in and bring us home!
How is God drawing you closer today? Will you let yourself be drawn close and brought home?
Supplementary Reading
Decision-making
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. ~ Proverbs 3:5
This is one of the most quoted verses in the Bible related to gaining wisdom and direction from God. Yet I have never heard one teaching on this passage that teaches what I believe the psalmist is really saying. The first part is pretty easy; we are to trust with all our heart. But the next part is not so clear. We are not to lean on our own understanding. If we are not to lean on our own understanding, on whose understanding are we to lean? God's!
Throughout the Old Testament we find that God set up structures by which those in authority made decisions. God has always set a principle whereby we are to seek Him in all our decisions, that He might truly make our decisions. In the Old Testament, the priest made decisions based on which way the Urim and Thummim fell inside his breastplate. The casting of lots was another means of allowing a decision to be left with God. Proverbs says, "The lot is cast into the lap, but its every decision is from the Lord" (Prov. 16:33). Another means of making a decision was through the agreement of two or three. No one could be guilty of any crime without the witness of two or three. This was a biblical way of confirming a matter. Still another means of making a decision is through a multitude of counselors.
Given all these scenarios, what are we to gain from these examples? We are told in Jeremiah 17:9a, "The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure." So what really protects each of us from the deceit of our own heart? I believe it is the combination of all the above. When we get to a place with God that our decisions are accountable to others, whether that be a wife, a board, or a few close friends who are committed to the same godly ideals, this is when we are protected from the deceit of our own heart. This is one of the hardest things to yield to God-the right to make our own decisions. Yet, it is the most elementary principle God requires of us to receive His blessing in our lives.
This principle took a long time for me to appropriate. However, today I can tell you I would never make a major decision without the counsel of others who are close to me. Relational accountability has become lost in our culture due to our hunger for independence. I have experienced too often the hardship that results from making decisions that God isn't behind. Walking in obedience is the only real freedom in Christ. (OS Hillman)
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